I don’t remember the time I wanted this thing so much. Once I had a thought that it would be nice to think about it later, while someone has insisted to do it immediately. I said “why so hurry?” And now I know why.
Why? Because I don’t wanna lose a love for another time. Sounds stupid? I had the same thought with you, guys. But I guess that may sounds right now.
It hurts me when I figured out that I can’t have it now. I can’t have it for… I don’t know how long. But it seems I can’t have it for more than two years from now. Funny, this fact made my eyes blurry and dropped some tears. Stupid brain, stupid heart, stupid eyes, and stupid hopeless romantic trait on me.